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I don't know what's going on. I can't believe there are people in this world who have absolutely no grounds to commit the reprehensible things they do. What the fuck. Rapists in Berkeley. One of my friends was gang-raped at a fraternity house this Saturday. I mean usually we make jokes about this kind of thing; that is, before we find out that it's real, like really real. Dumb bitches that get drunk just to fuck tons of guys. Wrong. Taken advantage of, assaulted, run train. No matter what role you played in this you feel responsible. Why didn't I try harder to get into that stupid fucking party? Would it had even mattered had I been there? This is almost worse than death because I have no idea how to heal and open, gaping wound (no pun intended). No idea. Empowerment? Women's rights? Student's rights? It's all bullshit. Such bullshit. I still can't believe it happened. The element of safety that she felt there, with those boys she thought were her friends; that maybe she had been talking with one of them. No where is safe. I'd feel safer walking around alone knowing that you can be hurt so relentlessly by people you thought you knew, your friends. And at Berkeley?! Fucking Berkeley? I wish people really did lock themselves up in their rooms and study all the time, to escape the vulnerability that you will undoubtedly face when you walk out that door. But that violation, such a boundary. I'd rather be bludgeoned than raped. Do guys understand that? Why are certain people such pigs? I feel like being at this school has something to do with it, like these stupid FUCKS that are students here think they can get away with anything because they're students at a good school with a high gpa and party every weekend. Use their encyclopedia intelligence as justification for something so vile, horrible, disgusting, dirty, unwarranted, unjust, immoral, frightening, confusing, traumatizing. I know some hood mother fuckers up here that would never do that. I know gun slingers, but not gang bangers. That shit is vile. I want more real people that aren't blinded by their recognized intelligence. Your high SAT score doesn't give you the right to rape, violate. Where are the real people? Forever we will travel in packs.
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